I’m feeling a bit off center today. Yesterday was similar, although it cleared by late afternoon. Perhaps it’s the planets that are aligning, Mercury Retrograde and all that’s happening in the air, society, the world and the Earth. There’s an overwhelming sense of chaos today that’s vibrating within me. I’ll admit, it’s a bit unnerving to say the least. Are you feeling this as well?
Like a little off kilter? Not quite able to focus? Staying quiet and not dealing with the world at large? I’m not exactly afraid of anything. Just unnerved by the energies. Something is brewing. Do you feel it? Or is it just in my area? Because on the surface, all seems normal without any glitches, but it’s as if there’s a slice in view that’s distorted, unreadable – like when the television buzzes out something they think shouldn’t be seen.
There’s almost a feeling of bereftness, as if what’s missing brings me great sadness. That overwhelming hitch in your breathing that happens when you’re overcome with grief. While perhaps I have much to grieve, I do not normally allow it to affect me in this way. I allow the feelings to move through me so that they do not stagnate and fester.
I may be picking up someone else’s energy, but I am not sure whose it is. I feel that heaviness in my chest and my lungs constrict. I wonder if someone I know is passing and we are together even as I write these words. I am connected to many. The cords are many. Some are larger than others. Some I have cut, but they grow back. The ones that are no longer healthy, I have removed, but sometimes they sneak back into me and need removal again. Long time relationships can be like that, even if they are no longer.
I know there is a cleansing needed, but my energy is low. Perhaps a little bit of clearing will suffice until I can arise in the morning and clear myself with more energy. In the meantime, I allow the flow of feelings to run its course as I try to keep my head above the surface and my balance as best I can.
Do you remember when you were little and things seemed simpler? Do you remember having any talents that were special? I mean, we are all special, but what I’m referring to is intuition. We all have the ability to be intuitive, but it’s like any other muscle, it helps when we practice and allow our knowings to come to the surface.
At around age 7 or 8 I distinctly remember knowing things. Eerily and with uncanny knowledge of when the phone was going to ring and many times who was calling, happened often. (This was back before caller ID and even before answering machines were so popular.) At first I wouldn’t tell anyone when I got that feeling the phone was going to ring and it surprised me every time when I knew before it would ring. It would make me giggle with delight when I could ‘guess’ who was calling.
It happened so much that I began to say it aloud to my family when I received the knowing that the phone would ring and subsequently who was calling. At first my knowing was met with surprise by my family. “Good guess!” they would say, but as the knowings increased, they became wary of me and my intuition to the point where they would jokingly make fun of me. So I stopped and tried to block it out.
I was successful for decades with only random blips of intuition coming through because I was embarrassed since it wasn’t ‘acceptable’ in my family’s eyes. Years went by and I was busy with life until it abruptly changed direction on me in a series of events that made me have to rely solely on myself in times of trouble. And that’s when that knowing, the intuition came back to me. As if it had been waiting in the wings for me to finally feel it again and acknowledge its presence which had been there all along.
It began again without warning and at first, I was hesitant to believe that I knew something, but as time has gone by, the knowings have increased. Recently I have had prolonged knowings that channeled through me as information to be given to friends and happily I can recount that the messages were well-received and quite accurate.
Remevolution is about The Evolution Of Remembering Me…and I’m doing just that these days.
Are you feeling similarly?
I’d love to read about your experiences, so feel free to share below if you feel inclined.
Welcome to Remevolution which was born from an inspirational moment to share the evolution of me and to help you on your life’s path too!
When we work together, I think we accomplish more. I love to connect with people and so this blog and its Facebook page were born!
Why am I doing this?
I’ve had a lot of varied life experiences and I think it helps to share them because I never want anyone to feel alone. So here I am, friend! It’s so nice to meet you!
I feel that we help each other more when we connect. Are you ready to join together?
I enjoy learning about the spiritual side of life. I am intrigued by the planetary changes. I have always known I was a spiritual being, but finally I have the freedom to share my evolution with you and to hear about yours!
Cheers to a new decade and to new beginnings! Even if you aren’t a drinker, you can still toast to the new chapter that is unfolding as 2020! Come on, raise your glass! We’re here and I’m excited! Are you?
There’s so much to look forward to this year and I hope you’ll join us as we begin a Remevolution! The word came to me recently and even though it may feel difficult to say, this is going to be a rewarding evolution of remembering who we are!
Remevolution – The Evolution of Remembering Me is designed to help us connect with ourselves, step by step with no limitations! Let’s explore together! Are you ready to remember who you are?