In case you were wondering what’s going on, I thought I’d let you know that I had a check up and there’s nothing wrong with me that the Dr. could see. The rapid Covid test was negative. I even had the test for Flu (A&B) which were negative. I did take the other Covid test so I have to wait 3 days for the results, but I’m thinking that it will be negative too. So what’s going on with me?
Well, the symptoms that were so debilitating the last few days have mostly subsided, which makes me think ASCENSION more than Covid. I have had occasional ringing in my ears (better said, like a dull roar) that subsides after a few minutes and it comes and goes at will. My aches and pains have diminished even though I have a slight dull ache still in the upper back, shoulder, neck area. I am going to the chiropractor today to see if perhaps an adjustment will help.
But I’m still sleeping enormously – much more than my usual and I’m lethargic. I’m not eating as much either which is probably good since prior to this I was gorging on sweets mindlessly. I will keep you in the loop, but are you having any unexplained symptoms of your own and wondering what’s going on?
I have heard that until Equinox (March 20) we are in for these types of body ailments as we adjust from 3D to 5D on a body cellular level and that I am not the only one having these types of symptoms. I can only hope that you are doing well. Please let me know how you are!
Leading up to yesterday I’ve been experiencing strange symptoms which made no sense to me. For the last two weeks, I’ve had occasional ringing in my ears which came and went at will. Utter lethargy which came on suddenly, accompanied by the need to sleep and to sleep longer periods of time than my usual. A bit of upset tummy and loose bowels (sorry – TMI) for the last few days which came and went at will. It’s not like I ate something that didn’t agree with me, but simply my body had been taken over to release some unpleasantness. Waking up between 2-5am and remembering my dreams which were interesting to say the least. Waking one night repeatedly and each time knowing I had been in a different bed from a different time period in my life. One night waking up holding hands with someone whom I still don’t know who it was even though I asked. I had thought it were my father (who’s passed), but I never received confirmation. Believe me, if it had been my dad, he would have been happy to let me know it was him! Waking up with songs in my head and lyrics that when I looked them up, made complete sense to me because I’d asked for a sign.
However, yesterday, I suddenly began to have symptoms which were concerning. My shoulder area all the way up the back of my neck and head were constricted and tight as if they were in a vice. I was congested in my head and had a migraine headache, but in the back of my head and not in the usual place in front. I had chills that no amount of blankets could change. Not outwardly shaking chills, but deeply felt chills. Fatigued and achy throughout my body. Strangely, the aches moved from the left side under the ribcage to the right and throughout the upper body region. The upper back, neck and head area were so painful and that never let up. An occasional cough was here too, but nothing that cleared anything. My lungs felt constricted, but only the top parts, and yet I could take a deep breath and hold it for 10 seconds and release without difficulty which is good. No fever either.
I went to bed quite early and fell asleep. I remember waking up around 2am for a bit and then falling back to sleep. I don’t remember any of my dreams, nor was there a song in my head this morning.
When I awoke this morning, I was lethargic, but I pushed through the morning. Now I’m sitting here writing to you. The back of my head/neck/shoulder area is still tight, but the headache has subsided. Overall the fatigue is still here, but lessened. I still have my taste and smell, although the sense of smell is diminished, but then my nose is clogged in a strange way. I can still breathe through both nostrils but there’s a stuffiness that I haven’t had prior to now. When I blow my nose, there’s nothing in the tissue even though I feel the mucus. Sorry to be so detailed. Still without a fever and no more chills.
I have a covid test scheduled for tomorrow, but I’m thinking these are ASCENSION symptoms. Releasing all the 3D debris within the cells and body in order to ascend to 5D. Either way, I’m feeling poorly and beat up. Luckily I can relax today and take it easy.
How are you feeling? Does this sound like Ascension to you or Covid?
When the winds pick up, I often feel them physically, mentally and emotionally. My connection to nature and to my surroundings affects me in different ways. A migraine can result from a windy day as well as feeling distressed, not centered and untethered. I cannot fight the winds for I know that they are bringing to me change, whether I like it or not, whether I embrace the opportunity or not. It’s there and until I surrender and release my resistance, it will continue to plague me.
What you resist, persists…
Often the winds of change are a clearing mechanism to set the record straight, to get rid of the debris that holds us back and to clear a path for our continued journey. That is what has been happening to me. While I find it difficult at times to trust in the surrendering, the releasing, I know that letting go is the right choice for me and the winds are here to aid me.
So I allowed the winds to blow away what isn’t mine by Divine Right. I released and surrendered to what is flowing from me and embraced what is flowing to me, through me, with the belief that I may remain centered, grounded, and calm even in a storm.
Are you feeling the winds of change in your life as well? What is here for you when you listen to your heart, your mind, your spirit, your soul and your physical body? Do you weep or are you joyfully embracing the changes?
The smell of night blooming jasmine appears and I am taken back to fond memories. Simply, with a whiff of the fragrance, I am transported to simpler days and a young love that I have never forgotten.
I often wonder if it is on a cellular level that these precious moments exist, combining their effervescence with whiffs of memories to surround me with the loving embrace I crave. Whilst I cannot go back to that time, nor place, nor person, there is a calling to me today for that feeling again.
Change is here to be embraced. Letting go of all that is not in the present. Wishing and hoping, basking in past glories – neither suits me. Firmly my feet are planted in the present moment with that spiritual fragrance wafting in the winds.
I awoke with a sadness deep in my soul. A hitch in my breathing normally that comes when I suppress a sob. Have you been feeling the energetic changes as well? As if we are being stripped of the past, the heartsick moments that have stuck like tar on our bones to be refinished like a fine antique, back to the glory which is ours inherently.
But it comes at a price, this stripping of the darkness, the aging, the past sadness and shame. It refinishes us to a beautiful radiance from which we can never return. I have never been one that is good with goodbyes even when I know that an ending is a new beginning.
While we move from 3D to 4D to 5D, the refinishing process is in full tilt. Chaos in dismembering of fragments of low vibrations are being cleared and we are called upon to elevate our spirits even when many of us would prefer to hunker down in our bubbles to rest and have the time to rejuvenate. Alas, that precious commodity is not available. Nor wise.
For to miss the opportunity to engage in the deep awakening is not advisable. We are not meant to sit on the sidelines and to not participate in our light-working purpose. We are meant to open ourselves to receive all that is divinely guided for us and to reap the knowledge that sparkles in view. To blind ourselves to what we know, deep within our hearts, is to disable our ascension and impede the progress meant to help ourselves and others on this plane.
Happy 2021! I feel affirmations for 2021 bubbling up inside of me. There’s an enthusiasm that’s percolating within me. An energy of positivity and an increase in intuitiveness. My body feels at peace, but also excited with anticipation of how this year ahead will unfold. So I have to ask myself: How do I want 2021 to be for me? While I like to allow life to unfold, I am also well-aware that I need to be present and to work with what I am given. Strive for what I feel is important and help others along the way.
I have friends who choose a word for the coming year which encompasses the year for them. Do you do the same? Can you think of one that would work for you?
Mine is CONNECTIONS…for I believe that works for me in a myriad of ways.
Feel free to share your word for 2021 or the image or direction in which you feel intuitively is yours. I can’t wait to read them! Come join me on this journey – EVOLUTION of REMEMBERING ME! This is YOUR REMEVOLUTION!!!
The full moon has been growing nightly and finally, it is here. The full cancer moon is complete today and stays with us December 29-30. I am excited for this evening when I can go outside and see the moon in its glory. I hope it is a clear night.
It has been a long year indeed, this 2020. Often I have thought of it in terms of hindsight being 2020 for many realizations have occurred in my life this year. Many releases from the past and even the present day have happened and while perhaps I was not ready for them, my inner Knowing was. It is not by chance that I feel lighter since releasing.
Releasing is not the same as surrendering. Releasing allows the individual the power of choice to let go which is different from surrendering. Surrendering is a release, but in a different way. Perhaps it’s just my understanding. However, for me, there’s a subtle difference. Do you feel it too?
I have been writing today. Releasing all that I have held onto and clearing space in my mind, heart and body for the full moon and ending of 2020. With all endings come a new beginning which I look forward to, but I also have the feeling that I need to finish 2020 in a respectful way.
Leave the heavy baggage of the past. Restore and renew under this final full moon.
I awaken some mornings with a song in my head. Well, not quite the whole song, but a few lines of the lyrics or sometimes even just the music so that I recognize it. This morning was no exception. I heard “Hold My Hand” which is something I often say to people when they’re going through difficult times.
The song I heard in my head is by Hootie and the Blowfish and is a song I haven’t heard, nor thought about in years. It’s funny how the Knowing works with me. I get clues and outright signs.
Because this morning a friend called me in the early morning hours and told me how I should branch out and help others in the new year because so many are needing support, help and compassion. She told me how I had helped her healing because often I say, “Hold my hand and we’ll walk together” so that she wasn’t alone. I began chuckling to myself and when she was finished talking, I explained how I had heard that song today and then, she had used the exact words. Synchronicity.
I have always said that I can do anything (and I have) when I know a trusted person is holding my hand. While I’d rather physically hold a hand, it’s not possible these days with what’s going on, so we imagine we are holding hands in the spiritual way. That works almost as well.
I have held many hands over the years and walked with them as they navigated this life journey. I have been fortunate myself to have had my hand held by many as well and I feel very blessed.
The lines in the lyrics that I heard this morning were:
Hold my hand Want you to hold my hand Hold my hand I’ll take you to the promised land Hold my hand Maybe we can’t change the world but I wanna love you the best that, the best that I can.
Isn’t life so interesting? I have been smiling ear to ear all morning because I keep hearing the song and I know I’m where I belong.
I just hit publish on the last post and didn’t want to write again, but here I am. Why? Because after I hit publish, my body began to vibrate energetically. Not like when you’ve got a chill or when you’re cold. But as if all of the cells in my body are undulating. So I picked up my computer to write as it’s happening.
My fingers are writing of their own accord so I’m allowing them to do their thing. Who knows what will be written but here it goes.
“I am coming to you from the dark recesses of memories that you have quieted long ago. I know you are feeling the shift as the energies around you are allowing entrance to those memories and gifts that you locked away. The whoosh of relaxation that you are now feeling as the ebb and flow of vibrational energy slowly dissipates is all part of the plan.
We are here to help you in this next phase of joyful remembrance. Each of you are powerful beings only you have forgotten over time what your gifts are. It is now time to ignite them within you so that you can help to unite and heal the others who are hurting. They have stopped growing and are floundering in the mess of their own limited beliefs. They cannot survive in the same way anymore. They must be taken by the hand to learn with patience and love. But quickly now for it is essential for those who are striving for the shift from 3D to 5D that we unfold these next few weeks with love, light and healing.
Look for your community and help each other along the way. Do not step upon those who have fallen away but instead, bend down to help them get back up. Leave no stragglers behind for as one, we all heal. Each in our own ways. Notice what you may have been blind to earlier. We are helping you along the way. There are no coincidences but instead there are messages left for you to notice and to become aware of what you closed your heart and eyes and soul to long ago.
Look with favor on all who come into your community and realm of being. Post what we are asking you to share so that it can help the others. You are not alone and there are many others like you. You will find each other through the power of the word. There are no mistakes. This is a healing for those who have needed it. Come, join us on this path of healing. We walk among you and help when we can. Do not be afraid. All is well. We do not seek to harm, but simply to heal this world which is crying out for healing. You are the light workers. You chose to be there at this time. Now the time has come for you to open your hearts and help those who need it.”
I’ve had an occasional ringing in my ears and sometimes even a complete almost deafness that feels as if I’m underwater.
I’m prone to migraines and the wavy vision that comes as a aura. I’ve had them lately too with colored wavy vision which hasn’t happened in a long time.
The occasional streak of a white star across my vision is the precursor to the migraine at times and I’ve been getting those, but not the migraine afterwards.
I’ve also had a few heart palpitations that don’t last long, but come and go with no rhyme nor reason.
I find that these occurrences weren’t making me afraid that something was wrong with me. It’s strange because normally I would be worried, but I’m not. They don’t last long and seemingly they aren’t affecting my health. It’s as if they just come on a wave and I’m to ride the wave of energy until the experience is over.
I’m feeling that this is an energy spiritual update and nothing seriously affecting my physical body. I have some friends who are talking about similar experiences. Have you been having them too?