I’ve known for awhile now that my Knowing has increased. While I am not always able to control it, when it arrives, its accuracy is uncanny. I have always felt as if I were plugged into something other than my humanness. I am not sure how I can explain it to you, but the timing feels right. So here I am.
I understand that when I am knowing something, my voice, my word choice and my cadence of speech change. Additionally, when I am physically present with someone, I have been told that my face changes along with my body movements. While perhaps I am a tiny bit aware of the changes, I did not think they were outwardly shown. I do know that when I try to avoid speaking something that I am told to tell someone, the Knowing will not relent until I have done it. In fact, its persistence continues to amp up until I deliver the message as received.
Sometimes the message is very blunt and that makes it hard for me to deliver it to friends. Many times I couch the message with the caveat that “This is said with love” or “I don’t know why I’m being pushed to say this in this manner but…” Time after time though, the truth of the message as said to be delivered is spot on correct and afterwards both the friend and I realize that if it hadn’t been put in that way, it may not have been understood. But still, sometimes it makes it difficult. Luckily for me, friends understand that I am not alway able to deliver these messages in any other way.
Lately I have been able to tap into the Knowing when asked, but not always. I am still learning as I do not seem to have complete control over it. But when I Know something, it has been divinely timed.
Even though I have heard I was not a twin, I have felt I had a twin at some point. There’s a twin energy who helps me. My parents said I was not a twin, but I have felt otherwise.
I don’t know why I am drawn to write this post today considering I have not written in a long time. I haven’t had many people read my posts so I don’t even know if this will reach anyone at all. However, I am told that the right ones will read it with divine timing.